24 June 2010 / 9:42 PM
I am breaking my promise to Roy Kwa and Darius Chua for doing this .
Alvin Ang you bloody asshole! I was trying to control my temper when i saw you this morning. But while i was doing it, you had to bloody spam msgs to me to piss me off ! What are you, a bloody stupid moron !? And you still have the guts to like, 'scold' yourself like 'What the hell i do sia -.-' in malay... Right infront of me...! And today after Erwan told me, you and tritan that we'll continue searching tomorrow , you just had to bloody send the stupid msg. Ask me to forgive you? You moron! Why should i bloody forgive you when you dont even know what you fucking did ?! And knowing im fucking pissed with you, you STILL have the guts to add a SMILEY FACE to it !? You were the final thing to convince me to end this fucking life. And because of that i CRIED just now because Shahrul and Amirah found out i wanted to end my life.. For the first time i felt so weak .. All i want to do was scream.. I found a scissor beside my bed, i almost really did it .. Almost..