07 June 2010 / 6:27 PM
Too lazy to colour the previous post .
Death seems to be targeting me. I cant find anything to keep me alive . I keep worrying people around me . Everytime they ask me if im fine , okay etc etc ... A simple smile and "Yea" is all it takes for me to fool them . 'u jus cn forget and be a happy person mah' How can i just FORGET and be happy ? I can just simply fake a smile and PRETEND to move on ! But it aint that simple ... I've already decided on doing THAT and leaving everything behind . Try to change my mind but im warning you , it will NEVER happen . I've made up my mind already , so stop trying to stop me from jumping from a building , dammit ! I know HE is already tired of me , and i bet SHE wants me gone so that she can do THAT . Im ending my life before September . Already decided .