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07 August 2010 / 11:20 AM

In a few hours , ill be watching the first YOG opening preview with other people from other CCA
My blog is the only thing i can let my feelings out.. Not even my dairy or frens can I let my feelings out to..

I've been crying myself to sleep nowadays.. And everytime I feel myself dozing off, I quickly pinch myself .. Cause if I didnt, I would be dreaming of you and everything all the time.. There's always the split second that I thought of killing myself.. I kept cursing myself for not having cancer and all .. When I curse, I thought of those people who DO have cancer .. Its funny how thry keep wanting to live when I , who is perfectly fine , wants to die .. Just when will I finally leave everything behind me .. I cant move on anymore , cause when I do .. I just face more problems..



Dear life, when I said "can my day get any worse"
it was a rhetorical question not a challenge!
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