02 September 2010 / 9:12 PM
Just how did you managed to keep hurting me? Im just beside you and trying to keep my attention away from you but you just manage to get my attention..All those time I pretended that I was sleeping , Roy was just helping me cover up .. I was crying the whole time.. And because of that , i made Shannelle worried . For the first time in my life i made her worried .
Im sick of crying . I never cried so much in a year before .. All those lies I heard bout you caring and all .. I used to believe it but I dont anymore .. I just cant manage to believe stuff anymore. Everytime I cry , I was thought of being hugged .. to be comforted .. but it wont happen right ? It wont..